I am getting nauseous from watching actors smoke in movies.
I remember smoking that first cigarette after waking up hangover, the one that gives you cold shivers is the one that really makes it obvious that your day will be bad. You are numb and can barely feel the smoke, but a shiver still goes through you.
If they are on the weekend, those days are part of the pleasures of drinking. A day to yourself. You can do whatever you want, it does not matter, you are nursing a bad hangover so all is justified. No reason to feel guilty for watching a bad movie again, jerking off for the third time to some nasty porn or just barely wiping your ass after shitting. Try to take a nap and wake up as soon as you feel asleep, with a violent shake of your head and a scream. I still wake up like that sometimes, even after I stopped drinking in 2017. Those moments stayed with me. It is actually a nightmare that I am hangover, and from which I wake up afraid, with a high pulse. It is a nightmare now, it used to be a reality then.
I don't mind the Humphrey Bogart smoker that is constantly buzzed and smokes just to complement the drinking. Those cigarettes are great. Maybe the best, along with smoking after an honest meal. I never really enjoyed the after sex smoke. Something dirty about smoking in the bedroom or going out of it just to smoke. Actors smoking nowadays in movies, are smoking for the role. That is even dirtier. There is nothing noble in that. We all know they are fit, vegan, millionaires. They are not Boogie, that guy lived that life and died for it. It's not like the smoking even adds anything to the character. Who cares if a Londoner smoked a cigarette during his lunch break. It's there for show, because it happens in Europe or in the fifties. That type of smoking makes me nauseous. I don't care about their health. People do worse things. I care about the gratuity of it, and it makes me sick to my stomach as that first cigarettes in the morning after.